| hell? maybe. |
[Aug. 5th, 2006|10:52 pm] |
what. the. fuck.
WHAT THE FUUUUCK!??!?!???!?!!!!??!!?! |
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[Jun. 28th, 2006|11:11 pm] |
son of a bitch, i dont want to talk about it. not with you. definitely not with you. im tired of listening to you talk. im tired of listening to you bitch. im tired of you screamed and empty threats. im tired of her threats. im tired of her complaining. im tired of his lectures. im tired of this.
dont lecture me. i dont want to hear it. |
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| my summer |
[May. 22nd, 2006|08:42 pm] |
so...im working at a plastic surgeon's office M-W. i've already seen lipo, a butt lift, and a breast aug. it gives me chills. this is what i need to do.
im working at a medical billing company Th. good experience.
im babysitting for three kids (2,5,9) every tuesday and one night on most weekends.
my car engine exploded. my poor valentino is now kaput. i loved him. ):
thankfully my wonderful parents are already looking for a new car for me. probably mostly because they don't want me borrowing they're vehicles to drive to work every day. and because they love me. :D
im itchy.
i love my tj. his apartment is killer and i love that its all his. i cant wait to buy a home with him...and live in it together...and buy curtains n shit...
im tired of sleeping alone
im bored with being a secretary
im intimidated by the mcats
im excited about oreo! (rio? ria? have you decided?)
hugs all around!
...and id appreciate a couple back.. (: |
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| contentment vs. anxiety |
[Apr. 10th, 2006|11:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | plain white t's - hey there delilah | ] |
reading for pleasure: charles dickens - the old curiosity shop
reading for class: my genetics book
sleep comes difficult
laughter comes easily
i love chilling with my friends
but it makes me feel unproductive
i love sleeping with tj
...i just love sleeping with tj
i love my new monroe
i hope the hole closes when i want it to
my parents are coming to visit
im nervous they wont like my piercing (they already know about it)
the semester's almost over
i have so much to catch up on before finals
bleh. i need a hug. |
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| updates |
[Apr. 7th, 2006|07:15 pm] |
i got all the classes i wanted!
human physiology and anatomy
microbiology
immunology
intro to research
music appreciation
we got the apartment!!!
living on campus with katie, vina and hilary. sha-weet!
i got the job!
working in the lab infirmary
im taking time to breathe, my body has stopped rebelling against me, i am more in love with tj every day
im still going to medical school, i want to be a plastic surgeon (as of now), my brothers are growing up - they're 8 and 10...wow...
life is going beautifully.
<3 |
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| "Morning Sunshine... |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|09:25 am] |
i am in a struggle with my brain.
i am telling it to think and get good grades.
it is refusing. it says, "but i'm trying..."
i say, "trying isn't good enough"
and then i feel like my parents.
so i tell my brain, "do well on this exam and i'll give you a cookie"
and it says, "but i don't eat cookies."
fuck.
...Come Light My Life Like You Said You Can." |
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| "If you want to view paradise... |
[Feb. 11th, 2006|11:01 pm] |
why is it that when i'm around someone that brings me down i can't say "go away"?
i can kick anyone's ass if they piss me off and i can cuss them out like a pro.
i can make anyone feel like shit for being a douche to me or any of my friends.
so why can't i do anything when someone makes me feel bad?
):
...simply look around and view it" |
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| oh...and this... |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|10:44 am] |
goals are just dreams with a deadline.
thus they are not dreams!!!
they will be conquered!
they will be accomplished!
YOU will complete them!
the same way you complete me.
work for your goals. they aren't going anywhere.
jump those obstacles, run around them, dig under them, blast them to shit if you have to.
i'll help you move the ones you cannot conquer by yourself. because i love you.
do it.
be it.
love it.
and me.
forever.
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| two days to school... |
[Jan. 15th, 2006|10:36 am] |
bulletin boards - check.
books - check.
door tags - check.
requisite pre-school head cold - check.
....i just have to clean my room, get better, see my boyfriend, map out my classes, meet up with my friends, help all my residents move in, post info on the information board, and start thinking of ideas to decorate this damn place. ah....i missed school.
<3 tj.
3 years, 3 months, 8 days, and 3 hours of lefty togetherness.
:*: |
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